HELLO BLOGGER WORLD!!!!

Hello Blog readers IM HERE, How are ya!!! Well as you probably will find out, I'm pretty new at this whole blogging thing, it's been on my bucket list for a while now and i know a lot of people that blog, so i thought hey why not give this a try and check something off my bucket list... i have never really had a blog because I didn't really know what to say, someone once told me just to write my thoughts, what ever came to my mind ha ha hah for those who really know me thats probably not a safe thing to do. i can be pretty random and make absolutely no sense. Half the time i have so many thoughts its hard to sort through them all lol  but here goes nothing!

So it is finally starting to hit me that I'm growing up (technically I am a GROWN UP). It’s so weird to say that. Growing up and becoming an adult was always something I had dreamed about but not something that I ever really thought would happen. When I was little I would think sure I guess one day I’ll be in high school, then college and graduate from both, get a job and one day get married and have a family. Those things were like dreams way off in the distance, something that I was never going to reach. I guess a part of me just thought I was always going to be little; it was hard for me to grasp the fact that whether I wanted to or not I was going to grow up. Time just flew by.

Right now I am finished with high school, Collage, just got Certified as a Medical Assistant, and I’m making the big move—IM MOVING TO IDAHO It’s so scary! I'm entering into the big scary world of being an adult. I now have a lot more responsibility, hard times, stress, but also a lot more fun Part of me is so excited!!! it’s like a dream come true. This dream is no longer a foggy image in the distance, then there’s the other part of me that’s scared, who is trying to desperately to hold on to the past, back when I was little and everything was easy. Back when my parents make everything OK.

Even though part of me doesn't want to grow up, I believe enough of me does! (Thank heavens can’t live at home my whole life lol) And enough of me is willing to accept all the challenges that being an adult will have, and I will always have my family and friends helping me get through the tough times, to help me not  take life to seriously,  to jog my memory of my amazing past! And to remind me that my dreams are coming true!

Well here I am blogger world! I’m taking the leap into the darkness and moving to Idaho, hopefully getting a job and fully becoming  and embracing the fact that I am a... do I dare say it … a GROWN UP and i hope to use this blog to help me get through this big scary adult world, I am going to post  my experiences in the big scary world, hoping that either you ( blog readers) or me will read this stories and laugh, cry, be angered or learn something helpful to better our lives in the future .... Wish me luck!